Wow, it feels so great to come here with my heart feeling so light. It's been wonderful, no more doubts in my mind. I know this is for real, and I'm not scared anymore. I'm ready! I look at it now as a challenge, one I'm willing to accept! I also look at it as a chance, one I'm more than willing to take, but I see it going solely to only a beautiful place, now. Things, have been much more challenging consider time restraints, but things have gotten so much better. Time is more precious, and that is (subconsciously, perhaps) recognized! I know things in the next 5 months are gonna be even more challenging, but so worth it. Honestly, my life couldn't be more up in the air then ever before in the career/education department. But, I'm at peace I know God will provide and that's all I care at this point.
I love my family. I don't think I've ever been more at peace and closer to any of them, and I love it. It's really, all I could ask for and more. And this time I honestly mean it, no more hurt, no more pain. FREE! AND VERY BLESSED. MERRY CHRISTMAS, LOVE, GOD. yeah, really, he's the only one that could have ever orchestrated this.
I'm blessed. That's all there is to it.
