I @#$%&! hate this life. My life. Only a tunnel of darkness looms. Nothing can get better it seems. I've lost my light and my dreams. All of the things that gave me life have seemed to fade into the darkness. Hope is hiding. How do I go on from here? I feel like my life is constant sacrifice... And to move anywhere but here requires even more. Where did I go so wrong to deserve a life so bleek so full of empty? Empty promises...dreams...goals...compliments...intentions..prayers...